This is my umpteenth effort to write daily and write a lot. I always wanted few things in my life - play a lot - I love playing and competing, be a business-guy ( what I call entrepreneur now) and be a writer. There is something incredibly sexy about people who write books and deliver talks. So this is me rambling, writing and almost deciding that my book will come out next year. This is my trying to be sexy.
As an entrepreneur, a marathoner and a tri-athlete, a seldom blogger and a few articles published here and there, I am building towards my dream. I am broke fairly often, and I am not great at any of these three. I am far too distracted with little other things through my 20's. My teens I was thinking too much and doing too little. I mean I did play tons of football and some other sports, I did think about a lot of these things, did start blogging. But I wasted a lot of time, a shit load - a truck loads. Yet, somehow magically the choices I have made are the same ones my 6 year old brain would have made two decades ago. Sports over alcohol decadency, being alone and lost in ideas and problem solving than with a large crowd, scribbling circles ( which seemed like writing to me then) than I don't know what else. This makes my choices simple, I have always wanted these things.
But I ain't the best at anything I do. Have you ever had that feeling, that even if you truly discover your passion and not became really good at it ? That my potential much like my youth will pass my someday without making full use of it ! There is an absolute storm in my mind, and sometimes a silence in my action. But in all this chaos, passion and struggle I have learnt few things, things I am glad I know firsthand.
Everything is possible if you begin and make an effort. More often than not fear stops us, not our potential. I have learnt to fear less with everyday and make more effort on my beginnings.
They say don't compete with others. But my friends are getting married, having babies and buying houses and assets. I am figuring out my relationship status.
I am fighting hard, I know how I can make Letsintern into a global platform connecting students and organizations around skills and opportunities. I dream a billion$ in the valley, and walks by the alley. I also dream of my pending IronMan 70.3 in Taiwan. I also dream about world cup in Brazil or a birthday in Paris. There will be lots of beats skipped, moments lived and mostly passions ignited and time burnt. I have some time right now and I want to do things, things I like, which make sense to me, things that will change something, a lot of things.
I have this massive book idea about a bunch of guys pushing out into a roadtrip across India, some random journeys and how travel is the most amazing discovery and strangers your best friends. I think it will work. I think I have the idea so very clear now.
I have to still meet the most incredible people in my life and I still have to meet the best ideas, my best life.
As an entrepreneur, a marathoner and a tri-athlete, a seldom blogger and a few articles published here and there, I am building towards my dream. I am broke fairly often, and I am not great at any of these three. I am far too distracted with little other things through my 20's. My teens I was thinking too much and doing too little. I mean I did play tons of football and some other sports, I did think about a lot of these things, did start blogging. But I wasted a lot of time, a shit load - a truck loads. Yet, somehow magically the choices I have made are the same ones my 6 year old brain would have made two decades ago. Sports over alcohol decadency, being alone and lost in ideas and problem solving than with a large crowd, scribbling circles ( which seemed like writing to me then) than I don't know what else. This makes my choices simple, I have always wanted these things.
But I ain't the best at anything I do. Have you ever had that feeling, that even if you truly discover your passion and not became really good at it ? That my potential much like my youth will pass my someday without making full use of it ! There is an absolute storm in my mind, and sometimes a silence in my action. But in all this chaos, passion and struggle I have learnt few things, things I am glad I know firsthand.
Everything is possible if you begin and make an effort. More often than not fear stops us, not our potential. I have learnt to fear less with everyday and make more effort on my beginnings.
They say don't compete with others. But my friends are getting married, having babies and buying houses and assets. I am figuring out my relationship status.
I am fighting hard, I know how I can make Letsintern into a global platform connecting students and organizations around skills and opportunities. I dream a billion$ in the valley, and walks by the alley. I also dream of my pending IronMan 70.3 in Taiwan. I also dream about world cup in Brazil or a birthday in Paris. There will be lots of beats skipped, moments lived and mostly passions ignited and time burnt. I have some time right now and I want to do things, things I like, which make sense to me, things that will change something, a lot of things.
I have this massive book idea about a bunch of guys pushing out into a roadtrip across India, some random journeys and how travel is the most amazing discovery and strangers your best friends. I think it will work. I think I have the idea so very clear now.
I have to still meet the most incredible people in my life and I still have to meet the best ideas, my best life.
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